For the very first time ever, i walked into my parent's room. On my knees, hugging my mum tight, crying. I was extremely upset. This time, emotional breakdown for days. I was holding back my tears for a very long time. I had no one to hug to cry my heart out. I felt relieved after hugging my mum crying and let everything out. I want that everyday. I still feel im losing someone very special in my life. All i had was silence this few days.